chronicles of a rebel

im sooo bored.

2006-01-28T06:37:00.000-08:00

stupid games cannot download. nobody online sumore. all busy. haizz. let me die in peace. i don't know why im writing this also.

xoxo

i miss sunday school!!

2006-01-24T06:22:00.000-08:00

hehe. sunday school was fun that day. esp the part when teacher asked us to go into groups from the same school. only me, arnold, nicholson n bryan from the same school. but they pandai pandai masuk seaport one. lolz. we kept trying to tell teacher bout it but she was not listening. example: arnold: teacher! teacher! we're from different school.
teacher: what school??
arnold: smk usj 12 teacher!
teacher: ah! seaport seaport!! sit down.

lolz.we tried another time n he results was the same. too bad. our school wasn't mentioned. it was really fun too cuz we kept moving around during the whole class. no sitting around n talking to ppl. my group is always the quiet group. wan't to say something stupid also scared they'll juz stare at me. lol!!
sumore in class today nicholson was going to cry everytime i mentioned sunday school. i wonder who he miss. *blueks*
class sure was 'fun' today. first my eng teacher. he kept picking on me. eviil. then nazrin was complining bout the lack of gals in our school. then he pula said he wouldn't mind dating me if he was form 4. i was like. 'wat??!!' by the way he laughs like a girl. i agree with kenneth. haha. then pula pn teng. bring me in front the class n tell everyone that she saw me when i was born. so long. i was beside her. facing the class! arggh! lets hope this is the last.
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finally found THE skin for this blog.

2006-01-15T05:40:00.000-08:00

after days or searching i finally found one. haha. post comments bout it ya. but i still am not sure how to put stuff bout myself, add friends or something. someone has to teach me. hehe.
i wonder where is he. i wish he was online. haizz. i know its not too good to like him, im not even sure if he's serious. but i can't help it. when i look at him i get butterflies in my stomach. freaky huh. sounds as though im obsessed. but im not.
just now had youth gathering. its was fun. hehe. i wish my group had more ppl my age. got some 13, 12. haha. and they are kinda shy. i like singing and games. =) im suprised i was one of the last two to last in the game. i guess its because i hardly knew anyone in that group. everyone else was in the other one. the objective of the game is to call someone's else name when ur name is called. if u got hit then ur out. hehe. n i was left. yay!
can't go online for another week. sad.

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i knew i loved you.

2006-01-14T05:00:00.000-08:00

i love that song. although its kinda old it's soothing. hehe. too bad got no one to say i love you too. n i guess im gonna celebrate valentine's day alone? hmm.
earlier in the afternoon i went for a ride with my mum. gosh. she was slow. lolz. not trying to make fun or her or anything but she's slow. took about 10 mins to drive my bro to his guitar sch n back. which was at usj 4. she took long? i don't know. maybe time passes fast in the car. lolz.
still on my search for the perfect blogskin. can't find any. it has officially been two days.

things not to put in pocket: potato wedges

xoxo

why oh why.

2006-01-10T05:41:00.000-08:00

why did michelle have to leave?? stupid pig. haha. its kinda boring in class. theres hardly anyone im close to there. not as though i don't want to make any new friends but everyone got their own clique already. natasya is sitting beside me. true i nvr really talked to her much. she's nice but i don't fell happy. no offense. adelyn koh is in the same class but she's sitting at the other end. *SIGHS* faiq and nicholson are in front of me. i guess i talk to them the most. but i still don't feel nice.
why do life have to be so unfair. im still waiting for my so-called handphone. which i don't think will ever reach me. stupid. and i hardly get to online. i spend my days wathcing astro whcih i recently got. which i think is my 'so-called' xmas pressie. im soooo bored. i wanna travel. see the world or do something interesting. or i'll be like my mum. no offense again. and our school sucks. the canteen food is expensive n the name is lame. i know they are trying to improve. no need to give us potato wedges or expensive nuggets. juz serve us in a clean canteen and not like last year when they we're insects and stuff in our food. lame. i can't stop complaining. boo hoo for me.

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king kong doesnt deserve to die.. XD

2005-12-19T23:54:00.000-08:00

king kong is a nice animal.. lolzz.. yea..i know hes made up..

i haven't finish my project yet.. its sooo boring.. why only my school need to do bukit kepong during the hols.. gah..im only in bab 7.. still got soo much more to go.. nvr start the nilai n sutff yet..haizz.. my mum everyday 'stephanie!! do ur scrapbook!!' n i'll be like 'later la..lazy' then we'll start screaming at each other.. hehe..

had to teman my grandma to hospital yesterday..gosh it stinks u know!!! n on the floors we're all kinds of stains.. i duno wat.. then later went to 1u wth church friends.. me n noreen went there la..abt 1 something..haha.. then walk around..watch movie.. buy stuff.. blabla.. n came back late.. lolz..

today got carolling..haizz...

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life is so unfair..

2005-12-17T05:26:00.000-08:00

why does everything has to be soo hard? can't everyone juz live in harmony or something.. don't they know it not only disrupts them but pple around them ?! life is so unfair..
and why do pple have to lie n lie n lie over n over again?? i guess the worlds changing too much.. arghh!!
and evyone's falling in and out of love.. why???
i guess im juz mad today..

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youth rally 2005

2005-12-13T05:15:00.000-08:00

it was seriously one of the most amazing camps i've ever been too.. i miss everyone now.. sighs.. have to wait for next year for the next one.. everyone was soo friendly.. as first when i got there ther thing running thro my head was 'WAT THE HECK?? we're living here?!'.. lolz.. the dorm was okay but the bathroom was terrible.. the food was okay only.. but the last day there was nice..
martin jalleh rocks!! lolzz..he really knows how to entertain ppl like us..haha..i i got to hug him.. the best part the camp was praise n wordship.. i juz love singing!! and the friends i made was unforgetable.. i got to hug *someone* lolz..
oen things for sure im going there next yr!! lolz

xoxo

harry potter!!

2005-11-17T05:17:00.000-08:00

the show was nice.. cedric was kinda cute.. too bad he had to die in the end.. oops i gave away the end *rolls eyes*

im sooo bored.. bored till im playing word games.. but is fun.. lolz.. now im playing the shark game.. while typing this.. level 17... bye bye

xoxo

planet shakers!!

2005-11-09T23:43:00.000-08:00

last night was seriously fun! planet shakers rocks! before this i didn't even knew they existed n they were formed since 1997.(i saw that on the shirt i bought) now i love them..haha..
we were in pyramid at four something already.. so me n michelle met up with yao yun, begonia(her fren), chin thye n jun yih.. we decided to go to the arcade..but yao yun juz had to go into the anime shop.. so me michelle, chin thye and jun yih went in first.. we played house of the dead..n went until the 3rd level.. the furthest i've been *blueks* but duno why jun yih n chin thye didn't really talk much..hmm..
after that we went to kim gary's to eat.. i ordered cheese rice with chicken chop..ermm i forgot wats the name.. ahaha.. after that when we wanted to pay the bill we didn't know how to divide it..lolz.. chin thye 'smartly' divided the bill n said everyone paid rm 15..later when begonia counted it was actually rm17.. so confusing..haha..
it was nearly 7..so we had to hury up to the sunway convention centre..which was on the tenth floor..nvr been there before..hehe.. but before that had to go n find justin n ji chuan.. turns out they didn't eat yet so we went up first.. the place was packed! it was so full till they asked everyone to sit on the floor.. we choose to sit the nearest to the entrance..hehe.. before we went in we even took some pics...
then we were finally abled to go in..but everyone was rushing..haha.. went inside took more pics.. sat down n waited for the band to come onstage.. when they started singing everyone went infront..n they were jumping n screaming.. fun! and later this guest speaker who nvr came to malaysian performed and talked to us.. i loved dat guy =P he was seriously funny.. then planet shakers performed their songs.. n it ended at 10.30 something..
before we left the hall we took a pic..sadly i dun have the pic so i can't put into the blog.. later we went out and bought the shirt for rm25.. wished they had blue colour though..sadly yao yun had to go back.. so me , mich, chin thye, jun yih, justin n ji chuan went to the bowling alley... but when we reached there justin parents wanted to go home..sad...so left the four of us..then jun yih no mood to play so tak jadi..
so we went dowen to starbucks and jun yih called his dad to come.. den i followed jun yih n bought latte.. it was horrible!!! put sugar also the sugar din dissolve!! aack.. drink abit also cannot drink adi.. den chin thye was soo kind..he exchanged his drink with mine.. hehe.. his was soo much better.. chin thye is such a great friend! =P

xoxo

hari raya~~

2005-11-03T04:47:00.000-08:00

get duit raya 2day..lolz.. cant belive i got rm50 from shereena's dad.. he doesnt even noe me.. get lotz of kuih oso..

lazy want to go online this few days.. been busy playing gba until my mum scold me..blueks.. who says girls cant play gba or playstation?? neway shes goin bagkok 2moro..for the robotic thing.. i wanna go also! she wont be back until omday so kenot go anywhere...sighs..

been goin out everyday sumore..sunday got church carnival..after that go 1 utama with friends.. watched corpse bride.. then monday went to su jeans hse n subang parade.. den 2day went shereena's open hse..lolz..

stupid asshole.

2005-10-28T03:31:00.000-07:00

i dont like pple scolding me..i HATE it..actually the asshole wasnt really scolding me..juz talking damm freaking loud.. but who wont be annoyed.. the thing is about somebody else.. come n tell you.. my brother say things bout his daughter.. so????? why is it my problem? my bro's school next door can go over there wat.. to lazy to move his damn ass izit.. my mum not at school..must talk to me.. asshole! when i say wanna call my mum he dun dare already.. wats his freaking problem??? n once he talks he can shut up.. want to berlagak bout his daughter sumore.. "shes a blue belt..one punch hes gone".. wtf?
lucky pn teo send pn shirley over to save me..but dat still didnt stop me from crying.. its stupid.. get emotional over something like this.. *blushes*

hope his daughter will be gone from here.. asshole!!!

ghost of you...

2005-10-14T00:40:00.000-07:00

it's boring staying at home.. can't wait to go back to school..i feel kinda guilty not studying but theres nothing 2 study...n im not gonna start any form four work soon.. the first thing i did this morning is watch tv.. 13 going on 30..nice.. hehe.. after that i watched the perfect man..
maybe somethings wrong with me..i've been watching shows bout love..reading bout love n listening to love songs too.. but im not in love with anyone or anything.. not even a crush on someone..gosh.. im losing my mind.. lolz..
still it would be fun to be in love.. = )

xoxo

pyramid was fun...hehe..

2005-10-12T04:41:00.000-07:00

i wanna go pyramid again soon.. today was sooo fun..michelle,cherly, yao yun, audrey n su ann went.. audreys fren, ian came for awhile..but hes was quiet.. n after the movie he left..
first thing we did when we were there was makan! we went 2 sushi king...the stuff was nice but expensive..hehe.. me n su ann took raw stuff 2 eat..=P after that we rushed 2 see the longest yard... the show was sooo nice..sad too.. n nelly was hot.. lolz..
after that we went arcade..played stuff.. bla bla..saw some frenz there.. then later went to manhatten fish market to eat.. saw our takwondo master..the young one.. with his frenz.. we shouted at him but he juz started back at us.. rude!! lolz.. then was time to go back.. sad..
juz found out my fren not goin for the youth camp this year..nooo!!! i wanted her to go..haizz... sad...

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daniel is so cute.. XD

2005-09-09T07:06:00.000-07:00

he is really cute.. = ) my legs still kinda pain from all the exercises we did at dance world.. i like the new teacher..shes fun..hehe.. time pass really fast when u having fun.. XD
very happy with my maths results..hehe.. 52 for paper 2..the highest i ever got before.. but sadly i did badly in bm..i tink..suddenly pn.azlinda came n told me read more malay books cuz my bm merosot.. aikz.. as long not as bad as the last exam..which i got 57 for paper 2..
seriously pissed off with somone now.. how dare she say im sombong cuz i came late?! it wasnt my fault i had 2 see teacher rite?!! she tinks she sooo great..hmph!

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happy independence day! =P

2005-08-30T01:24:00.000-07:00

today was really fun! haha.. we had 2 come in school in tradisional clothes..n i came early 2 school waiting 4 stupid shereena..turns out she was waiting inside.. lolz.. i like stupid standing outside waiting 4 her..but it was nice seeing wat everyone wore n saying hi 2 dem.. =P.. later our class had 2 do the peraarakan.. me,mich,han yang, nicholson,faiq,nazrin,hazirah,najah,nadiah n meliza join.. when we were supposed 2 go infront of teacher 2 say our poem.. meliza ended up saying it 2 fast..i dun tink teacher heard..lolz.. but we won second place!!!
after dat we started taking pics..all stupid actions..haha...but it was fun..later we had go kantin..eat then come n watch performances..the first performance was abit sleepyish.. lolz.. how can they dance 2 a kemerdekaan song? after that they had they pay..kinda nice..hehe.. i liked the rabbit the most.. then they had malay dance..chinese fan dance, n indian dance.. then the end was performances from the choir..or sumtin liddat..hehe.. it was nice..then everyone sang 2gether.. me,shereena, mich, han yang, nicholson n arnold cudnt stop laughing..cuz sum we sang 2 early..stupid la..sadly su ann wasnt wif us..
school finished around 12 sumting..after that we lepaked at fatty ho.. took pics wif justin n cherly..i tink our group we're kinda noisy..cuz han yang was showing us his magic tricks..haha..den cherly tried too.. den sadly it was time 2 go home.. felt kinda sad..the day was over too fast..hehe..

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i'll be just fine pretending im not..

2005-08-26T01:54:00.001-07:00

im soo tired..haiz.. juz came back from tution..have 2 cycle sumore..i tink im the only girl who has 2 cycle everywhere.. sad huh?
i sooo want to go disneyland..there was a show dis moring about it..soooo nice!! but sadly i cant go..prices are too high..bla bla bla.. got fantasy land..adventure land..tommorow land..i can only dream.. = )
im kinda happy now!! hehe.. sumone told me something nice..

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sigh..everybody is out n im alone..

2005-08-24T01:11:00.000-07:00

its sooo unfair... im stuck at home..n y teacher wants 2 have tution everyday!!! haizz.. sumore my dad doesnt want to take me out..expect me to sit like a good girl n do her homework everyday.. n now when i have the chance to go online hardly anybody is online n i go loads of work i havent done..im not gonna bother bout it..

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willy willy wonka~~

2005-08-22T02:01:00.000-07:00

charlie n the chocholate factory is sooooo nice!!! still i wanna watch in the cinema...but sadly my mum dun wanna let me go out.. imagine the whole week stuck at home cramming for exams..ugh..unfair.. go pyramid 2moro also cannot..sigh..
the youth rally on saturday wuz nice.. i kinda spent the whole day out before that..first went subang parade..then went summit..then giant..lolz.. after that i bugged my mum to take me home n bath n yao yun fetched me there.. kinda few ppl there..last yr more ppl went..the dance performance was nice...i remember when they asked us 2 praqy for the food n yao yun suddenly burped loudly! lolz..i cudnt stop laughing..sorry yy!!
im sooo bored now..n they r playing old songs on hitz.fm..wonder why.. hehe.. i currently like the song colours of the wind..i noe its a old song yet its sooo nice..haha..muz b han yang n nicholsons fault..keep singing old songs in class.. =P

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exams over still muz study..aihz..

2005-08-19T07:57:00.000-07:00

my mum is sooooo bad.. 2day came back immediately ask my 2 do my hw...after one bloody week of examz..haizz.. im soooooooooo lazy..cant belive im gonna spend the holidays studying..not enjoying..ish..
omg..i feel so lazy 2 write now.. why?????? im watchin pleasntville..very nice..hehe

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hazy hazy sky..

2005-08-11T02:35:00.000-07:00

its soooo hazy outside..no school for 2 days.. i dunno if its a good or bad thing..haha.. if is wasnt for the examz next week i'll be outta here.. but sadly have to burry my head in books.. gah..suffocating.. cant read book..go online also for awhile.. *sob sob*
the good thing is no need 2 see stupid teachers at skool..n wun kena marah from them.. n get to go frenz hse!! haha.. today went shereena's hse..although for awhile.. kononnya we want 2 study..but we ended up singing..screaming..laughing..mad..not studying at all..
its gonna b a short post..muz stop comp now.. aihzz..

xoxo

interesting week...

2005-08-05T08:08:00.000-07:00

very interesting week!! haha..
monday i went skool.. hardly any teacher came in.. enjoyed myself in class..lolz.. tuesday i got geo results..sigh..dun wanna tok bout it.. later went 4 guitar class.. stayed in skool until 5 sumtin.. chermaine brought puppies 2 skool!!! they were so adorable!!! i wanna see them again.. cried on thursday..long story..hehe..
2day.. got a for my bm though!!! haha.. learnt how 2 use my wonderful calculator.. lolz.. at dance world the new routine kinda hard.. turn here n there.. =P kinda short..hmm..

xoxo

damm pissed off wif my brother...arggh!!

2005-07-31T07:11:00.000-07:00

i hate him soooooooooooo much.. arghhhh... use comp muz use 4 so long.. say wan 2 let me den after "wait 5 mins..wait 5 mins" after duno how long only give me 2 use..
went to the curve 2day.. ohh..if only i went pyramid.. my mum suggested that place.. den cud have met justin there.. lolz.. went around looking for borders in the curve n it turns out the place is still being build.. silly me! went looking around at shirts n stuff..den got bored n went home.. haha..
im watching malaysian idol now.. yes!! daniel is in.. hes soooo cute n he can sing.. dun care about ppl who say hes a gay.. my wish la i like who.. *sticks out tongue*

xoxo

house flooded!

2005-07-29T07:01:00.000-07:00

sumwhow when i went out 2 dance world.. my house wuz flooded.. it seems my mum left the washing machine on or sumtin n forgot bout it.. the floor wuz very wet.. hehe.. haizz.. tired now.. dance 2 much.. =P
the new routine is super weird.. cant control my legs.. lolz.. i wanna eat sumore ice cream.. ate wif yy juz now.. hungry la..
trials r over..but pmr not yet over.. wanna enjoy oso kenot.. lazy wanna wirte.. no mood..

xoxo

weird..hmm..

2005-07-14T07:33:00.000-07:00

how can someone whos not in ur contact list send u msges? haizz.. theres this guy/gurl who keeps sending me emails.. but i have no idea whoz dat.. n sumore its forwarded emails.. weird ppl..

i didnt study at all this morining! lolz.. supposed 2 go michelle's hse n study.. but we ended up watching haunted mansion n a few shows.. shereena went to.. but she waas sick.. so sad.. muz b cuz she get up 2 early n drink cold milo.. lolz.. michelle has a new email add her ya!

takwondo was fun too.. master very proud of us cuz we always come early now.. sumore toach his heart when say dat.. lolz.. =P then later split us up into two groups.. guys n girls.. to do taguek.. i tot one group at a time.. turns out 4 pple do at one time.. n the pum belt are infront watching us.. if we can do means we pass.. when it was my turn.. i did wif yao yun, ze chui n xiao min.. lolz.. our group din make sound sumore.. den go one fella infront who didnt want 2 let us pass(if we dont pass have 2 run 10 rounds! *faints*) suddenly master said we did very well n shook hands wif us.. only wif me n yao yun.. weird? yeapz.. lolz.. signing out.. blueks..

xoxo

no skool 2moro..

2005-07-13T07:32:00.000-07:00

*sounds of someone shouting n screaming* no skool 2moro!! hehe.. actually its hari terbuka but i dun wanna go.. =P everybody will be sitting in the dataran there.. so packed.. lolz.. neway got plans for 2moro.. goin michelle's hse.. first we go watch tv.. den maybe go padang.. if i can get her out the hse.. hehe..
2day in skool was fun.. hehe.. especially during english time.. i 'discovered' a room.. hehe.. inthe pusat bahasa.. ppl from outside can see in.. michelle kept bugging me 2 go in there n she'll bring ppl 2 see me.. like im sum kind of specimen.. hehe.. joking.. then nasir said whoever went inside that room is naked.. i didnt realise until i went out.. lolz.. then mrs jill came back from wherever she went.. and we were all around the class.. everybody kena except me n michelle.. wonder why..
my mum keeps buggin me 2 study everyday.. so annoying.. haiz.. like i kenot study by myself like dat.. lucky she went 2 sleep already if not she'll be screaming at me.. trials is a week.. where can? wan us 2 die izit? haiz.. not yet finish the textbook oso.. dumb pple... better go.. need my sleep.. lolz..

xoxo

first post

2005-07-09T06:55:00.000-07:00

stupid comp!! duno wats wrong wif it.. keep coming out msn search bla bla bla.. lucky now its gone.. this is my first post... hmm.. today was super boring.. haizz.. wanted 2 go out but my mum was like "no...no...2moro goin already..2day study" hmph!
on friday we learned new dance steps.. but i still prefered the last time one.. now its more shoulders n pulsing since were in the next level.. i cant do dat!! lolz.. i wished i was as good as my teacher.. hehe..
the diagnostic test wuz really dumb!! if it come out for pmr i'll pass wif flying colours.. suprisingly the first maths test i got all the same answers as nasir.. i muz b getting smarter!! lolz..
sleepy... zZzz..

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